all obsessed with fame....says we're all the same.

UPDATE: pills

Life is great!
All the negative things I have heard about venlafaxine, I have not yet experienced. Even missed pills and withdraws. I hope there are others who experience a good outcome with any pill they may need. Trial and error to find what is right for you. Don’t give up. I’m very great full for what it has done for me and how it’s helped me improve my mental health. I am about 3/4 done with my first prescription so I do question the continuous use….

Will my bad experience with the drug come later for me?

— 21 hours ago
#venlafaxine  #depression  #anxiety 

So I have officially gone my first week on Venlafaxine. I’m pretty ashamed I’m on depression/anxiety pills but to my surprise they work! I went from crying daily for reasons incredibly unknown to things beyond my control to now…..just breezing through. Although I do still feel sadness, it’s not as heavy as before. I feel it but I can’t react to it even if I tried. I feel this will catch up to me and that is what I am scared of the most. Being sad literally took me to this point I never understood in others. I was so tired of not being able to control my emotions. Physically though it makes me very very sleepy. I love the sleep but it’s seriously a lot. I am very nauseous and have lost my appetite. I just hope I didn’t fuck this up even more.

It’s weird to be in these shoes.

— 2 weeks ago
#venlafaxine  #anxiety 



My therapist asked me to create something “motivating” so I made these.


I really love these, and I reblog them every single time. Some of you don’t realize how easy it’s to forget to do some of those stuff or how hard they can be some days.

(via chelsamander)

— 3 weeks ago with 806457 notes

I’m feeling like the worst.

— 3 weeks ago

I will always be envious of good father daughter relationships.

— 1 month ago

Lakme Fashion Week 2014

(Source: shabnam-12, via punjaban-jatti)

— 1 month ago with 5 notes

As I socially smoke my occasional cigarette I begin to realize I am addicted to one thing and one thing only, the feeling of love.

— 1 month ago

I have not tumblered in a good while. I have not expressed written emotion in awhile.
Feeling self absorbed.
Making mistakes? or trying too hard to not make any at all?
Over thinking everything.
No plan when I used to have so many dreams.
With age comes reality.
Where I went wrong with so many decisions

….my goals

They are strangers to me now
trying to find a solution for a stable reality or a clear view of the dreams that are hard to imagine.

A clear view.

— 3 months ago


White people crying after Mitt Romney lost the election


(via standinginthelightfield)

— 5 months ago with 182543 notes