So I have officially gone my first week on Venlafaxine. I’m pretty ashamed I’m on depression/anxiety pills but to my surprise they work! I went from crying daily for reasons incredibly unknown to things beyond my control to now…..just breezing through. Although I do still feel sadness, it’s not as heavy as before. I feel it but I can’t react to it even if I tried. I feel this will catch up to me and that is what I am scared of the most. Being sad literally took me to this point I never understood in others. I was so tired of not being able to control my emotions. Physically though it makes me very very sleepy. I love the sleep but it’s seriously a lot. I am very nauseous and have lost my appetite. I just hope I didn’t fuck this up even more.
It’s weird to be in these shoes.